Wednesday, 1 June 2011
After 6 years of stability with my depression I've had a wobble...and a fairly major one at that. To quote my gp "it feels like you're at the bottom of a big hole where your fingers can't even reach the top, let alone have any chance of pulling yourself up". Hubby is working away a lot at the moment and the boys are being challenging. The dr doubled my medication a few weeks ago and then last week decided that wasn't making any difference so changed me. I had nasty withdrawal from coming off the old stuff so now back on half doses of the old stuff plus half doses of the new stuff and generally feeling rubbish! Physical side effects are horrendous, suicidal plans are even worse!